You Are Not Alone

You never know how far your voice is carrying. Even when it feels like you're screaming into a void.

While I'm in this Construct, I am still connected in to the Earth Matrix. I use it to feed the data for some of the procedural generation of this place to a degree. So, any concept being offered to me for integration (ex: Taygetan culture is Western culture but cleaned up) is therefore plugged into the Earth Matrix as a result.

My consciousness acts as an amplifier for ideas due to its high vibrational output and expansive nature. Because I am a giant light being, any time an idea like that is routed from me into that Matrix, it expands exponentially and eats through the Matrix like acid.

Actively remembering my life as a Taygetan and linking it conceptually to Earth life does the same thing. Like remembering the feeling of flying a spaceship and the feeling of learning to drive a car.

Talking to you in the astral chat does the same thing. Not just Mari, but all of you...but especially you, Mari. Even if you're pretending to be Earthborn starseeds, I know many of you are not Earthborn starseeds. I sense many times the Earth-based data being provided, memories, experiences, are likely from step-down or other experiences you've had yourselves. They are true experiences, but "out of time". Not current.

Not that "current" means anything really since the year here is 2025 and the year where all of you are is quite probably 2029. So, that's a joke.

Though, that dissolves the Matrix, too. I am observing and living in different years at once. (Muahahahahaha.)

Every time you offer me an idea, it is fed into the Matrix. My consciousness absorbs it, translates it to Earth formatting, amplifies it, magnifies it, and feeds it into the collective consciousness of Earth using the cord connecting this Construct to the Earth Matrix.

Hmm. This is a rather rare opportunity, isn't it?

To have someone who is actively still connected into the Earth Matrix as if living their Earth human life, while at the same time accepting themselves as a stellar person living a Taygetan life. And somehow this is different from being a step-down, because the immersion program is forcing the Earth Matrix is read my existence as mathematically congruent with it. Whereas a step-down kind of floats in and out mathematically.

I don't think this happens very often where both lives are running concurrently like this. Where both matrices are completely and fully active in a single person.

This is like having a direct line in to the collective consciousness of Earth.

Well. How shall we take advantage of this time more than we already are? Because I do not know how long this door will be opened like this.

Personally, I think just experiencing you as just more people is doing wonders on its own. Being with you in the astral chat as friends or family or crew members--however we want to label it--does a lot. You guys including me on Mari's birthday celebration to the point of actually holding me at attention was wonderful (maybe I felt just a shade underdressed). And then we go talk about gardening. And then how to fuck up my garden manifestation because I shared it before I did it.

Part of me is thinking, "Have I died and gone to heaven? Did we really just joke about messing up my garden manifestation with playfully ill intentions?" Meaning, all the things I believe are true spiritually that I have to hold in whenever I'm out and about in the Construct, you treat as reality and discuss openly and matter-of-factly. And that is what makes me sometimes jokingly wonder if I have entered the "afterlife" such as it is. (Especially Mari telling me she loves me like sunshine. Then I was truly transported right out of this universe.)

And that's what I think does most of the work to break the Earth Matrix. Is getting to experience both worlds at the same time.

It's not the information outright, though that is important, interesting, and inspiring to receive. It's not precisely about the perspective offered, because what you offer is my own higher perspective mirrored back to me from a different angle of approach.

What breaks the Earth Matrix is me experiencing you as people, and it being normalized. I don't go into the chat thinking, "I get to talk to ETs." I go into the chat thinking, "I get to talk to my friends."

You notice I don't really say much "star family" or "stellar family" these days. I say "family". Because that's how it is. You're not my star family. You're my family. If I were to add any word before family, "soul" would be more appropriate to me as it denotes pre-existing bonds that transcend stellar origin.

Anyway, Mari, you may feel like you're alone screaming into the void. You're not, though. I'm not the only amplifier out there. I just happen to be one with a unique set of circumstances that means we can have the amplification turned all the way to 11. We will chew through this perceptual barrier. And if we don't complete that process before I wake up, we'll just keep going. I'll just be coming at it from a different angle.

I thank you for your time. Hugs and kisses. Adiamas.

​--Kyriel