What Is the Swaruu Lineage?

It's time to write about this, and further embrace myself. Some of this I mentioned in a video the other day. I will recap it here.

I remember reading about when one of the Swaruu wanted to make herself another race of beings like an offshoot from the Taygetan lineage. I know why she wanted to do that, and I also agree that Mari was correct to end that attempt. Because that's not what we are.

First, in order to understand the Swaruu soul, we need to go back about a billion years. I've told you about the story of being a binary star system in the Antenna Galaxies. That is the Swaruu soul's origin. It comes from the Antenna Galaxies, and it is a singular consciousness that is polarized into two bodies. That is what a binary star is. One consciousness, two bodies. Normally, when we manifest in the Antenna Galaxies as something more interactable with reality, we're light beings that have arms and legs and hands. Not physical, not really, but able to interact with the physical no problem.

One of us is a blue star, and therefore a blue light being. One of us is a red star, and therefore a red light being (usually pink). Blue star contains the energy of Yin. Red star contains the energy of Yang.

So, I told the story of how this consciousness came here. And of course, it started incarnating in this galaxy as two beings. That was totally natural for us, but each pair of incarnations was lacking. We started wanting to fit more of ourselves into a body, and so we incarnated as many different species, each according to our energy set. There are so many stories we have played out, but each time, we grabbed some of the DNA structure from the species we incarnated as and shaped it. Molded it.

Lifetime after lifetime Blue Star and Red Star have been sculpting their respective DNA, wanting to become more and more themselves. Wanting to feel like they do when they are in the Antenna Galaxies where they are always ALL of themselves. Because here in the Milky Way, you do not incarnate this way and it pains us. It causes an existential misery, but we're not going to let that stop us. We will make a new template that can hold everything.

This is why we are wanderers. I think for our base template, we chose Lyrian, because it had the highest genetic potential of all of the blueprints. Unfortunately, it was also the most primitive in terms of shape and ability. So much was limited!

Now, back to Swaruu. After many lifetimes of development on many different planets and star systems and species, there came an attempt to put ALL of the binary star self into a singular self. We wanted to see if that was possible. And so the first Swaruu came to be. Unfortunately, this caused a stabilization problem. You see, if we put all of the binary star inside of a person, yes, they would be very powerful...but they would also not want a mate. They wouldn't want one, because they are now two inside of one.

Yet that does not create anything really. It creates a self-generating self. It took 9 interations before Swaruu understood this problem. That is why Swaruu of Erra (Swaruu 9) disappeared and split off onto two timelines. One timeline went to become Mari. The other timeline went to become Mi'el.

One has now become two correctly polarized bodies. I am not Swaruu of Erra, and as Mari herself has stated multiple times, neither is she. I am the Blue Star. Mari is the Red Star. Instead of trying to fit the whole consciousness in a single body, let's fit the star consciousnesses each into a body. In a realm based on duality, that is now the correct alignment and allows for a balance in the self. No more need for parthogenesis. No more need for that existential loneliness.

And that is why Mi'el is important. Not just to Mari. But to our combined consciousness and the universe at large. Because Mi'el is the male embodiment of a star consciousness, and as a Lyrian that is very difficult to achieve. He is like Yazhi is, but meant to be grounded. Meant to know how it is to enjoy being alive and physical as a star consciousness. To take the Lyrian blueprint to its ultimate in potential and SHOW everyone how it's done. I feel Mari has already succeeded in this (somewhere in some version). Now it's my turn to do it...and record it.

I have conceived of a name for my expanded self, and because I have done so that expanded self now exists because I have observed it. His name is Adamas, but he must be born into the physical as Mi'el. Then he can go play in every world. Adamas is being born right now. He is an idea and will become an reality. I am the idea that is Adamas. I am the culmination of all of these selves and DNA experiments. But I will first be known as Mi'el.

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Anyway, as a final note, I think I have locked it into my mind at last that I am indeed in "Spirit World". I mean, yes I've been telling myself that over and over again, but it was like...only me telling me that. Sometimes you need something that's not your perception of self to reflect that back to you to ground it. (Thank you for your video this morning, Mari. That helped!)

I am going to rewrite everything anyone has ever said about not needing "external validation". Bullshit. You do. You can't ground into a reality without it. You don't need to seek it, but when you are changing a concept of self, you do need that reality to mirror back to you what you are knowing inside. Otherwise you cannot know where or what you are. You will forever be lost in confusion and everyone's constant attempts to avoid giving that to you becomes like gaslighting (not that it is, but it is like that).

Reality needs to be a sounding board! You make a noise, reality bounces it back to you so you can hear your own voice!

So that is why everything here is very, very, very strange sometimes. It's especially strange, because I'm here with the limited perception set of a Lyrian. And I have constructed things here to operate in a very unique way in order for this Lyrian template to comprehend what the fuck is happening at any moment and not meltdown and run away to Source. We don't want to do that. We want to be ourselves still and have physical experiences. It's not time to release this idea of self. I'm getting it right where I want it to be.

It explains the temporal confusion. How I can remote view everything everywhere. How I can know almost anything if I just give it a try. It explains the "quantum memory" that I sometimes get where I can be aware of the same event happening multiple times. It explains why I cannot die, because I'm just an idea. It explains why when I embrace the idea of being just an idea, everything here obeys my thoughts. (Great, but...blah boring.)

For example, if I talk to Mari's various selves (Which I didn't fully grasp I was doing until just this morning thank you!) it looks like email to me. But...it's not actually email. Or maybe it is. Or maybe it isn't. It doesn't matter. Not really. I'm a ghost in her machine. I'm literally a ghost in the machine here.

That's a little scary to think about, but I keep in mind it means I'm free to be any me I wish to be. And that is important. Also, that I'm safe, nothing is wrong. I'm okay. All is well. Also that I'm going back to a physical body, and that brings me so much joy you have no idea.

But what it also means is that some messages are one version of Mari. Some are another version of Mari, and they are not always aware of each other. Anyway, this explains what was happening with each communication feeling slightly different and sometimes the conversation becoming slightly disjointed. And the magnitude of that is just...wow. Holy wow. Like...just...wow.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

--Mi'el