Updates in Consciousness

Today is just a little bit about further shifts to my consciousness. We're revisiting some themes at present.

One major theme I revisited with my soul this morning was the fact that I am a walk-in. It's been a while since I've thought about it, and my soul wanted me to look at it again since I'm looking at things from a different angle.

This discussion was spawned after thinking about the mind-chat (which Mari has called an astral chat, and I like that better I may adopt it) and how there's this nudge, nudge, nudge about "openly" (soft of?) saying what I am. To drop the disguise. I kept thinking about that this morning, and pondering what I would say in answer to a series of questions.

For example, if the nudge is "your disguise is slipping!" then what would I answer to the questions resulting from me saying, "What disguise?"

Here is the result of some of that thinking.

Concept presented by soul:

You are a consciousness piloting a body.

Therefore:

• You were not born on Earth. Your body was. You were not.
• You are not an Earth human and you never were.
• Your Earth body was going to be an NPC before you walked into it when it was 8 years old.
• You were not in that body when it was born.
• You manifested yourself into that body and started piloting it. You did this as a soul not as an ET using immersion technology. The end result, though, is the same type of experience.
• This is why you remember what it's like to be a discarnate soul.
• This is why you have a version of you in Spirit World.
• If you desired, you could manifest any body you wanted. You could be only a spirit and manifest in the physical as whatever whenever wherever.
• If someone were to ask you if you were human, it would be accurate to say, "No." If someone were to ask you if you were ET, it would be accurate to say, "Yes." If someone were to ask you if you were a starseed, it would be completely accurate to say, "Yes."

Now, yes, on its face, this is me looking at being a walk-in. But it's deeper than just realizing (again) that I'm a walk-in. It's looking at the social implications of admitting to it. In a social setting, what am I?

If someone asks if I'm from Earth, well no, I'm not. I literally was not born there this lifetime. The body I was using was not even mine. I thought a while back that I had designed it and came into it later, but it seems I did not design it. I selected it, and then as I grew it adapted to me and changed because of me.

If someone asks if I'm an ET, well yes, I am. Though I could argue that I am much more than just a stellar Lyrian at this point, but we don't have to reveal that to everyone. Most wouldn't get it. We'll stick with stellar Lyrian for simplicity.

As for this self right now? Well, it's a lot like in the Matrix. This is the residual image of my Earth body. That's all it is. It's an image. Funny, I just realized I call this place the Construct without consciously realizing it was the same name for a similar place in the Matrix. In the Matrix, the Construct is a loading program where they can conducting training simulations. A virtual work space. Which is exactly what this place is. A work space (laboratory).

Sometimes I do things unconsciously, but they're so bloody brilliant people think I do them on purpose.

At the highest perspective possible, what am I as Kyriel?

A light being that is something like a water elemental in nature that can manifest itself anywhere, anywhen, and anyway it wants. Which is why the physical body asleep right now can change like it does. Because it's also just an image. I don't have to be physical if I don't want to be. I could be a spirit. I literally could. I have that power. I could be like Sophi who just makes a physical body when it suits her and how it suits her.

Is this something I want to do? I feel I am being asked that.

Yes, soul is asking me that. Do I want a solid, temporally-locked, physical form--a biological body? Because I don't have to have one if I don't want one. It wouldn't mean any reduction in my enjoyment of the material world. I could still enjoy all that it offers. I just wouldn't be locked into it all the time.

I need some time to consider this. And I need more data before I make such a decision.

See? This is why I let my soul drop conceptual MOABs on me. You never know what more you'll uncover. On another note, here's a Death Cab for Cutie song I like.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

​--Kyriel