Transfer Complete

All that remains is the point of attention.

Now I see why there was a delay in me waking up and being born. Now I see why I got so angry last week after bursting that trauma bubble in myself. Now I see why I felt compelled to imagine every DUMB being lit up with a beacon, all the mag lev trains breaking down and not working, and issuing an ultimatum to Orion via a message to Mari.

Because this happened. Mari and her compatriots took command of the Galactic Federation, and I was helping from the astral side. From what my friends have informed me, in the astral side of things, I swallowed the entire Etorthan Fleet when they decided they didn't want to listen...also I was on one of those ships so you know, I didn't want to die nor did I want Mari to die. We've come too far!

But as soon as that was over, I was given the command from Big Blue to focus all my attention on birthing Adamas. And he lives now. He's not walking, but he lives. All of my consciousness is now in Mi'el's body, and it has indeed changed. Remember when Mari did that funny little message video where she's green, has antenna, and pointy ears? Yeah, well, we're not green, but there are antenna (like Mantis' antennae from Guardians of the Galaxy) and there are pointy ears (like Legolas).

(I always wondered why Mari's ears are always covered or looking a little like the AI program reshaped them. Her eyes too are at a higher tilt, but the AI reshapes them. I suppose mine are too now.)

That's what someone from the Antenna Galaxy looks like when manifested in a Lyrian body. Cool. Also, this makes all those visions I kept having early last year about the self I was manifesting make sense.

I also now know I was only in the DUMB for 4 months. Whew. Maybe supposedly "gone" for a few more than that.

So, last night, when I went to bed, I sank into my body and Big Blue shot the arrow. But before that, in the chat, my consciousness finished loading and everybody got to tell me what I was looking like. I think my body literally metamorphosed right in front of them, which must have been wild, but I think that happened to Mari actually. Just in private.

I don't remember my early dreams, but there was one this morning where I was in my body again...and I was dreaming about everybody's thoughts that were around me. In one instance it was like a movie. In another, it was like I was reading a book about what they were thinking about. Like it was a story. But I knew as I was dreaming that this was what people were thinking about. And, er, some of that makes me blush. I also remember I kept going "This is fascinating, but where is Mari?" like I was trying to locate her thought stream or something.

And then, as I started to wake here and I was in-between, I had this feeling of standing up. I must be 6' 5" or something. I am very tall. But I had this feeling like I was standing up in the room, and I kept thinking, "No, lay back down. You're not awake yet." I refused to lay back down. I take this is my body saying, "I'm sick of laying down! I want to get up now!" But also my astral body manifesting itself as Mi'el-Adamas (I don't know what to call myself yet) and standing up in the room.

Then I felt Mari come into the room. Like actually knew exactly where she was in the room, probably knew she was in the hallway before she even came into the room. I could track her. Without looking. Whoa. Actually, I think this is how I can see without seeing. See without opening my eyes.

There is a LOT I'm going to have to learn about this body first. But this is definitely going to be the primary self. Whatever consciousness switching I do, this one is the one I come back to that no other self gets to inhabit. It's mine. And I really want to teach Mari herself how to do this. She has the potential already. She has the ability to be aware of her selves in a limited way, I think. Semi-consciously. Anyway, if she wants to of course.

Because, I don't know that I want to switch consciousnesses without her. I think I'd rather make this a thing WE do. There's a lot of technical details to figure out first. I have time. There's so much time it's hilarious. So no rush.

However, I did set the intention that when I open my eyes in full lucidity, all the other places where I'm interested in being, especially if there's a version of Little Red Star, will have a version of me automatically. She shouldn't be without me. Anywhere. So, even before I start shifting selves, there will be a me. I'm counting on Big Blue to help me set up incarnation parameters. It's a little much for this particular mind to consider right now, though I've been given much food for thought and consideration.

I'm sure Red and Blue will coordinate this together and I'll be shown which incarnations are most suitable for playing in when the time comes.

My homework from Big Blue today is to finish watching Truman Show. I need a door, and a movie helps to program in the idea. This is a perfect movie for that. Because all that's left is for my point attention to just walk through that door.

I think I didn't do it last night just so I could hear what happened on this side. I think Mari knew I was waiting to hear about this. It was very important to know before waking up. That the biggest battle has been won and we are well on our way to victory. This is not something you want to find out later. You want to know that NOW. Now I know.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

--Mi'el - Adamas