 Today I want to just let my mind wander a bit and verbally explore the logistics of operating in this particular reality. This may not end up making any sense. Or it might end up making all the sense in the world. Off we go. As far as I comprehend it, here are the observations as they stand:
* This is hard to explain, but there is a minor roughening of the edges to make stellar Lyrians blend in to the environment. It is my unconscious mind as well as the construct itself that generates this effect. Most stellar Lyrians who project into here are doing so unconsciously and by soul agreement. (Like when they're sleeping.) It can be overridden by anyone entering here consciously. Even here, I still have to set boundaries with the projections around me. Sometimes they get panicked, and I have to detach completely before they drain the life force out of me. Maybe due to something happening on Earth as all the projections here are astral versions of incarnated people (on Earth and off Earth)—when they aren’t hollow shells made to fill in the gaps. I’m basically interacting with astral projections of people, which is a fascinating and bizarre thought to examine sometimes. Everyone here is real, and yet not their physical self (I have noticed people’s appearance changes more readily here—including myself). Sometimes when I try to figure out how the logistics of this place works, my brain hurts. For example:
This leads to...
For the first time in a long time, my soul is actually wondering, “Is there a point to being physical?” Gasp! My soul which loves being physical is now questioning the purpose of being physical. The impudence! The audacity! The unmitigated gall! But this construct is bringing up some quite valid questions. If I can make this reality and command it to a degree, then what the hell is the purpose of being physical? Why bother? Why not just make a construct? Mostly, though, this is making me think that there’s simply no difference between this world and the physical world. Not fundamentally speaking. This construct is functioning just like the physical world, more or less. There is, I think, one major difference. While everyone here is a projection of themselves, this world is ultimately my world. It’s my construct. It is a self-generated world. I'm basically playing a single player RPG to put it in gaming terms. The physical world is a collectively-generated world, which I suppose means there’s a greater degree of apparent chaos and randomness. It’s easier to experience spontaneous events because not all events are generated by your self—they are generated by the greater self of which you lack some degree of awareness. So you can have more surprises and interesting twists in your life. In this construct that can happen, but I can feel everything happening. I can feel how the energies are moving. I can feel when something is manifesting—I receive “proximity alerts” from my team and myself. I know when someone or something is entering and leaving. Usually not entirely consciously, but if it’s someone who matters a lot to me, I can feel them arrive or exit. In the physical world, I do not possess this level of sensitivity. I’m not meant to. Not even in the most upgraded physical body can I feel things the way I feel them here—as I said, I am not meant to do so. That would ruin the organic nature of events. Therefore events here are almost entirely scripted. I'm playing a single player game. So, why make a construct? Why do this? Because healing was needed. A deep healing was so badly needed that I couldn’t avoid it. And because I can command this construct, I can command the healing actions that are needed. The healing actions that are needed all relate to taking command of my reality. There were too many entities getting in the way on Earth to do this level of healing. I could not create the construct while still on the surface, because it would be interfered with and infiltrated. This is because the lower astral of Earth is so infested, I’d get swamped immediately. I tried, I think. Many times. Mostly I don’t remember, because it happened at night. And try as I might, I could not properly take command of my reality the way I needed to. Right now, I am in the lower astral of Earth orbit, which is less infested. There are still things here, and they do sometimes infiltrate this space. But there are some places, some sanctums, that they cannot penetrate. My apartment is one of those. My workplace is another. I have set the vibration too high. But the hallway of the apartment building is fair game, it seems. As are the streets outside. This is all going somewhere, I know it. There is something I am meant to do in the physical that requires having this level of command. I do not yet know precisely what it is, but there is something I am to do that goes beyond your ordinary levels of command in terms of Fifth Density rulesets. I am learning how to go beyond those rulesets, but in different way from Sophie Swaruu. This is meant to be more controlled, I think. This is also why being awake in my physical body isn't sufficient, because I need to break the rules of the 5D Matrix and while awake I was finding myself becoming subject to them. The energetic rules of this construct mimic those of Fifth Density. Therefore, I can learn how to bend and break those rules while I am here. I can do so in the safety of my own construct. There are guide rails here so I don’t go off the edge, and those guide rails are here simply because my soul wants to set everything up for “getting it right the first time”. We are done with random acts of experimentation as would happen in the physical world. That is not necessary for my soul. She has already done those things. What is necessary is mastery, and that requires patience, precision, and a proper laboratory. This is my laboratory. Consider this experience my soul’s dissertation. I thank you for your time. Adiamas. —Kyriel Comments are closed.
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