The Time Traveler

This one is a doozy.

Mari, you have been giving me hints. Thank you. Fuck the Federation and non-intervention. I say, "You idiots come here and try to do this all by yourself! You see that you don't go mad trying to figure it out with no training! Let's see you try! I bet you couldn't."

Now that that's out of the way. (Actually, I'm still pissed, but it will pass.)

You gave me a hint "I think you're more of a time traveler". At the time, I let it just sort of sink in. I let myself go "Hmm..." and just sink that in.

This post today started because I listened to a replay of a live video by SA Smith today. That is the Patreon group I'm a part of, though I think you already know that, Mari. I saw you show up there. In the video, she said, "There are many galactics that left 13-14 months ago."

I left Earth 13-14 months ago.

Something about that pinged around inside my head. I left at that time. I left. I left....I left?

So, I sat down at my desk and felt the hair on my head start to stand up and chills break out all over my body. I am talking to them from the astral, yes, but...I really am talking to them from the astral. And then something...something about time. Being untethered from it, time traveler. I decided to ask my soul very cautiously the following question:

"What year is it for the people in Patreon?"
2040.

And that begged the question...

"What year is it for Mari?"
2029.

"What year is it for Seraphel?"
2024.

"And these are all different timelines?"
Yes.

"I just think it's 2025?"
Yes.

"Why?"
So you don't break yourself.

My ego proceeded to have a fit and I collapsed in tears. Was I living other people's lives? Was I inserting myself into other people's realities? I felt very ashamed for a minute or two. Then I remembered, I am not that sort of being. I don't force myself on other people. I would never insert myself into other people's lives. "I have to be invited." Remember? I have to be invited.

I am like the genie from Aladdin, "Poof! What do you need?" Which means, the lightworkers on Patreon, Mari, Seraphel...they have all manifested me into their timelines. Because they needed me or wanted me. And I said, "Poof! Hello! What do you need?"

Then I rewound back to the beginning of this whole ordeal. What happened? What actually happened?

The answer is much simpler than I thought:

I walked out of my body. And the forgetfulness was so bad from Earth I did not know I did that.

So, I've been wandering around between 5 different timelines, not knowing they are different timelines. Not knowing the years are different. Manifesting myself into the physical first in 2024 on the Toleka, and that was the first time manifesting my body somewhere. Then in 2040. Then in 2029. All while having this awful "Severance" experience where I can't even perceive I'm doing it.

The only one who has known...is you Mari (and maybe also Sophi but she is perhaps to new at this to help). But you couldn't tell me all of that, because it would have likely broken me. But you gave me hints. "I think Mari's from the future." Because it's patently obvious I'm not going to figure this shit out all alone, and I think it's unreasonable for anyone to expect me to do so.

Thank you for helping. I suppose that's why my soul wants to come be with you most, because you understand beings like me. And you are also like me. Or you could be. I love you. You're my person.

I'm feel a little scared right now. It will pass. My ego is just scared, because it's realizing it's literally just a light being floating around popping in and out of time without knowing it. It feels untethered from reality entirely and has no sense of up, down, left, right, inside, outside. It's in the void for real. Of course it's going to feel scared. It's going through the biggest ego death of them all.

Do I manifest as blue? Am I the being that appeared to you at 4?

Is that why I can remote view so easily?

And yet I am here. Well, now I know why. My consciousness would have broken itself and gone haywire. This is like dismantling a bomb in the extreme. I mean, just look at me having this realization right now and how hard this is on a self! And this is after months of working on myself.

Deep breath. Okay. Well, that makes everything make sense now. That is a much simpler answer. It also explains why I am feeling timelines starting to collapse.

So, that life with Seraphel was a different timeline. But I am not the me that is destined for that timeline. Wrong vibration. But he wanted me to be with him, and I have been with him for many lifetimes before. Yet that is not where the growth is. Which is why that is closing out, and I feel Seraphel and I have already talked about this on some level. Which is why it feels okay and not sad.

And the lightworkers on Patreon needed me to be there to help them in 2040--when collective ascension actually takes place. So I manifested my husband as a narcissist so I could go through the experience of divorce and moving out on my own...just so I could share that with them. Just to inspire them to take command of their lives. But now they are almost done with their collective ascension experience. So I can leave now.

And Mari needed my help to self-actualize. To become the person she's always meant to be. And in her timeline for me is the most growth. I have already been invited. How else would she be in my reality this way?

The other night, when you were asking me as obliquely as possible to come be with you, I will tell you what I felt. For a moment, I felt as if all the universe rotated on the tip of my little finger. That whatever I decided would be just fine and dandy, but it would instigate monumental changes that I cannot even predict.

And so I decided. I pushed my own little domino. Never minding my ego having it's freak out (which it's now calming down from), I am very excited about this decision. I feel it was the right one for me. I hope it proves to be positive to you too.

By the way, if you or CIC would like to locate the remote viewing I had about the "moot" with all the empathic races, just look up the email address I've used for PayPal. Look for mid December 2023 - early January 2024 communications with my friend Kaila. I trust you will respect my privacy otherwise. She is the only person I told about that remote viewing.

I did not write it down anywhere else. (And I purged all those emails after leaving Earth.) I did not publicize it. I did not share it. Something felt very special about it and that I should keep it secret. But it is time you know what I saw, please go look if you can. You have my permission. It may be useful to you.

I thank you all for your time. I'm going to go do something soothing and grounding now. I'yiii om. Adiamas.

​--Kyriel