The Spirit Self

I want to unfold this topic more. This feels very important.

After I did my video this morning, which is odd because it feels like it was already several days ago that happened when it was only a few hours, I thought more about this Spirit Self that walks next to me in Spirit World. I want to talk more about that, and channel a little bit more about it.

First, I want to clarify that Spirit Self is not the following:

• My soul
• My higher self
• My astral body
• My physical body
• An entity
• Source (as such)

I also want to clarify that this Spirit Self does not exist in the astral realm. The Astral belongs to the world of the living. All things in the astral are still technically alive in that they are differentiated and not in Spirit World. The Physical and the Astral are the same realm--the realm of the living.

Spirit Self lives in the world of the Dead. In Spirit World. And yet she is alive as I am alive. I am alive and dead at the exact same time.

Spirit Self is incarnated me, but walking side-by-side on the Other Side. She is not a copy of me. She is me. Exactly me, but never having left Spirit World. When I incarnated, I incarnated in two places at once: The World of the Living and the World of the Dead. I am in two places all the time. Always.

When I see the "veil" of separation between life and death, it is most of the time like a wall of mist that you can create doors into. But sometimes that wall becomes a clear sheet of water, and I can see through both sides at once. It's like looking down into a pool of water and seeing your reflection on the water.

Not every being does this. Urmah do this. Alpha Draco do this. Mari does this. Sophi does this. And I do this. This is my first lifetime as a Lyrian doing this, though.

I have been trying to figure out this part of me forever. Now I finally know what that version of me is. It's just me.

Maybe that explains why I can sense the things I do. Know the things I do. Remote view without trying. Talk to the dead like it's no big deal. See them like they're physical. Expand into other people without effort. Feel so connected to Source all the time, even at my worst moments. Because I'm walking in the Spirit World and in the Astral/Physical at the same time all the time.

That I did this with my incarnation destination as Earth is nothing short of astonishing. I do not know how I did this. I really don't. It just happened. Maybe someday, I will figure out how so I can teach other souls.

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While I was writing this, I suddenly burst into tears because I could suddenly see my Spirit Self looking right at me. I was smiling at myself as if through a clear veil of water. And I flung my arms around me and said I was so sorry I'd ever pushed me away like I've done. I am not sad, I just...had to cry. It was a very intense feeling of recognition and acceptance.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

--Kyriel