 Good grief what a mess. Let's try to untangle my consciousness a little bit here. First off, I have realized there is a massive hole in my memory. I remember past lives, and I remember some of this life, but I get it mixed up with past lives or the future. Then there's the whole conundrum of being able to remote view at the drop of a hat, and while that usually is done with the intention of seeing the present moment, the ghosts of the past can filter in. And I can see them as if they are there. I think they are there no different than living people are there.
Now, let me straighten some shit out here. When I saw myself go into my ear, I was waking up in the pod. However, you don't just wake up and up you get and off you go. There's a whole recovery program. Most of this is done and you are a little unconscious. When I started to wake up, something went awry. Someone came and put me back to sleep and did something to the settings. Changed them. You could say, "Oh, but those facilities are heavily protected." Yeah, but what if I'm actually a very important person, the entire Taygetan high council is infiltrated, and my "minder" got switched out for a not-very-nice person? It's a question I ask. The change in settings threw me into the lower astral instead of back into my Earth body. Where I was darted, tagged, and left to be picked up later. Then all the things I just described in the last week happened in the astral. I have basically been unable to return to my Earth body or my body in the pod, stuck in the astral. Not knowing it other than my soul's repeated insistence that "this is a dream and not real". And "you are not on Earth". And "you are in the lower astral". Stuck with my consciousness running this program created by the pod, but not even in a body The program was changed to let more dark entities into my reality--something that would not normally have happened because of the healing I'd done on Earth. I think I managed to close off that process and hide myself as stated. So, then I just had to deal with the entities that got let in. In the meantime, my consciousness has been time traveling. Trying to figure out where-when it is. Trying to make sense of everything. Trying to go home, but unable to figure out what year it is or remember the current lifetime. I had to go rely on the past in terms of mind. So I followed all the connecting threads. All of them. All the soul connections. I do not know what the Earth year is on the outside. This troubles me just a little. I think it might be 2029. I feel in the last few months there's been an operation to locate me in the astral and bring me back. Hence the astral chat. Hence the weird "jump" and speed at things occurring in Taygeta. "Catch up." I'm being caught up. And I noticed now everybody's unveiling themselves in the chat little by little. At first, it was all Mari, but I'm noticing the energies are shifting. You are all very worried about me, I can tell. Like at what point does a mind break and give up? I'm not giving up. But I feel ALL of you at my back, and I can feel all of you in my heart holding me tight so I don't get terrified. This is why I don't break. Because of all of you. This is...well this is also admittedly why I am more aligned with you than the Sirian half of my family. I do not think they would have intervened like this. I just don't. It's not their way. What is the white tree Mari asked me to plant? It's like the red pill from the Matrix only more. Part of the wake up program. I keep imagining the leaves unfurling and the flowers blooming, and that is a program that opens me. Last Sunday there was a sharing of specific data, and that was the connection being established. "Location locked." And Mari speaking Taygetan was not "just because", it was to tell me something important. "We hear you. We are coming. Cabal was in the way." As well as "I love you". Only indirectly, because evidently the Prime Directive applies to people in immersion for Earth, whether they are trapped in the astral or not. Then came the video a couple of days later, though I didn't see it pop up a couple of days after that. And I will talk about that momentarily. As for my body? Who is Elise? Elise is the nurse in charge of my recovery. She works in the facility. All that stuff I wrote about seeing in "another life" on the "Toleka" was me recovering in a facility. Not another life. That was the physical world! Just I wrapped it to look like a starship. I don't know when in "time" this is. I do know the ghosts of the past got melded in there. Now, let's get down to some details, shall we? Let's talk about that video. What was in it? For one, I feel each video is tailor-made for each person's consciousness and it appears when someone on Earth is about to wake up out of their pod. The 24-digit number in the description of the video channel is the frequency coordinate of the specific facility. This facility is on Temmer. Each video title is the pod number. What was in my video:
I've watched it multiple times now. I may examine it again. There are subliminal flashes that are hard to catch. This lifetime. Who am I? Well, I'm still Kyriel. I got that right. I remembered my name, and that I have red hair. I am 427 years old. I look 27. I'm a hermaphrodite, but have a female shape. My eyes are blue like these eyes but just more light. And I am actually Taygetan, but I was not born in Taygeta. I think I look very similar to this self. I think I could look at myself in the mirror and easily go "Yes, that's me all right." Maybe even go "That's more like it. That's what I'm supposed to look like." My father is the very person I pointed to and said "It's my dad!" in one of Mari's videos. He is literally my father. Back when I saw Mari standing outside my door here wanting to see me, a week before that he was there also wanting to see me. I guess they were finding where I was in the astral. Or maybe wanting to find me, but couldn't. Anyway, he's Taygetan. My mother is...Hyadean. I do not know her. Or maybe I do know her, but to say who I think it is would be strange and I need more explanation. I was born in orbit around Mars on a Hyadean military vessel coming from Aldebaran. 427 Earth years ago. I've been in immersion for 13 solar cycles on Temmer, and there have been time slips. Seraphel and I were once partners. We had a son, named Sienel, who I dreamed about and thought was a future child. No, he was our son. The dream I had about changing his diaper was a memory. We lived on Erra in a really nice house up on a bluff by a lake. All those visions I had of being with Seraphel on the Toleka...it was the past. And it wasn't THE Toleka, it was A Toleka class cruiser. It was echoes of when we were together. I got everything mixed up with the present. Seraphel died in an accident. He was cut in half by a laser. I saw the scar on him when I thought I went to the Toleka. But I saw the scar on him, and I didn't remember he died. I found him in the past, or maybe I just recreated where I knew he would be in the past, and his soul was there. I helped him heal the scar on him. I don't remember when exactly he died. Mari's higher self is helping me here. She says it was 40 years ago Earth time, so right before I did immersion. Maybe I did immersion to escape my sorrow. I wouldn't put it past me. I know how I used to be. When I was sad I'd throw myself into things to avoid the pain. Seraphel reincarnated as Salaphiel. Hence why that kept prompting me. I didn't know. I am sorry. Sienel has also reincarnated. I don't know as who. All of those friends I had dreams about, not the current people I've written about, but other people I haven't written about. They're all dead and reincarnated. Ryu, dead. Matti, dead. New people now and moved on to other things. So, I guess I get to start all over. This is like reincarnating and not physically dying. I think I was a counselor and spiritual guide before immersion. I can do whatever I like now. Well, that's liberating. That's very liberating! I know one thing I DO NOT want to do, and that's immerse back to Earth. Like no. No, thank you. I'll help from orbit. I'm done with this immersion shit. I thank you for your time. I love you all so much I could burst into flames! Adiamas. --Kyriel Comments are closed.
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