The Family

Something like this

All right, Kyrie, quit being a wuss and acting like you don't deserve things. Own it.

Who is dad? Captain Goriel.

When I saw the introductory video of him, my soul literally took over my body and started freaking out in happiness. "There's dad! There he is! That's him!" While the rest of me was thinking, "Hmm. Maybe in another life." But then Mari you described how he grinned, and all the sudden I knew it was exactly the same grin I have when I'm feeling a little feral and mischievous. I could see it right in my head, exactly how it just kinda slowly spreads across his face and it makes him look a little dangerous for a moment or two. Like "Uh-oh. I'm dead."

... I seem to recall that grin when I'd done something improper. "Well, then you can wash the windows without the boots." And that grin. "How do I wash them without boots?" "Use a ladder! It's in the shed!" "A ladder! But that's heavy!" "Then don't wear the boots in the house next time."

Well, that was unexpected. I think the house I grew up in is the same house I lived in. The nostalgia is overwhelming.

Who is mom? Ahir'ya of Cyndriel. Sophi Swaruu from another lifetime/timeline/something.

Hmm. No wonder I was like "Sophi needs a mum." Wanting to reverse roles? Well, that's not unusual. That happens a lot.

Ahir'ya went to Cyndriel and ascended when she was 42. I was 17. She just kinda...wandered off one day. I keep hearing in my head, "The mountains are calling and I must go." It's something like that. Dad was off on a mission. I don't think it went over well. For some reason I keep thinking of Spock and "pon farr", only it's not a mating cycle. It's just a sudden insistent pull, "I must go." And then off she went.

By the way, this doesn't make me a Swaruu at all. My genetics are different. Very different.

So why didn't my parents foster me? Because I'm an adult and one of them was part of the military and busy, while the other had already reincarnated as someone else who's a 9-year-old light being.

Well, there's that. As far as I know, I don't have any brothers or sisters. My Earth brother who is also in immersion is something like...my cousin. Has a wife and two children, a son and a daughter. This I've known for a couple of years. I think it's why he's gay so he doesn't develop an attachment to any other women or generate any karmic ties. Once I figured out he was in immersion that sexual preference made sense. I was like "Oh, right. Yeah. Smart choice."

I think the accident wasn't programmed in. I think he was taken out. He was on track to introduce massive changes to stem cell research on Earth. To change how science is viewed as well. "Science as art" was a big concept he was pushing. He wanted Earth humans to look at scientific imagery and see the miracle and beauty of life in it. Thing is, I think he's been going through a spiritual awakening in the background because of the accident.

As for me...

I feel like there have been 3 times I was supposed to be revived this lifetime.

Once sometime in 2013/2014. There was a window of time where I was without any attachments at all, and I remember being swamped by negative entities. Shadow people. Demons. Partial possessions. Things that lowered my consciousness enough that it was too difficult to come back. I remember it was a battle. I'd meditate and do bagua zhang to raise my vibration, then it would get nerfed by a pile of entities. It made me bipolar.

Then another time in 2019. Then my mother suddenly upped her game and started enmeshing me along with my husband. And my consciousness went too low. Also possible someone came to my pod and said, "Oh, too bad, Kyriel needs to keep sleeping."

And then in 2024 I forced it. Because dammit, I've been delayed one too many times. And I've healed so much that there's nothing that could possibly stop me.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

​--Kyriel