Thank You

I want to take a post to express gratitude for my friends. I am so grateful to have you in my life right now. I really couldn't ask for better people. I love you so much.

You are all helping me to remember how to be vulnerable again, and you are showing me it's safe to do that. This is a very big challenge for me as a soul, and oftentimes even just talking about emotions as I'm experiencing them is like trying to move a mountain. Trying to verbalize while emotional is a challenge I am overcoming little by little.

Thank you all so much for being so gentle, loving, and supportive. For reminding me that I'm not always being as gentle and loving to myself when I really need to be. For pushing me to open up and say what's happening inside. For challenging me to dare to tell you what's wrong and allow you to love me back. For being persistent with this and not giving up on me. For being patient. For grabbing me by the shoulders and giving me a "warrior pep talk" when I need one. For grabbing me and hugging me when I need that. For poking me in the ribs and joking with me until I lighten up and joke back.

For just being all around really decent people.

​I have needed this experience for a very long time. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

I will continue to work on opening up to you more. I will keep reminding myself that it's safe. It's okay. I don't have to protect myself all the time around everyone. You're sheep dogs, not wolves. You're not going to attack me. Instead, you're going to nip my ear and bounce away so we play tag together.

I love you all so very much. My beloved sheep dog pack.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

​--Kyriel