Storytime: Lyra Revisited

In this post, I am sharing more memories that have surfaced about Lyra and my time there. At this time, this is mostly a "story" -- a linear understanding of this experience, because I still have a fairly linear physical brain. However, I will share this anyway, because I think it's interesting.

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First off, allow me to direct you to the first post I did regarding Lyra. This was the first stab at remembering that era, and it was short-lived. I see how I only touched the childhood of that self back then.

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Now, we pick up sometime later in that lifetime. Much later... Unknown number of "years".

At some point in my lifetime there, I had two children, a boy and a girl. The boy was older. They both were playing and got into water that was too cold—they drowned. I blamed myself for that happening, for not protecting them from something that was an accident. Something that was outside of my personal control.

I have carried that blame for who knows how long.

So, I forgave myself of that experience. Gave Lyran self a big hug and let her cry all over me, because it was so hard that her partner at the time could not hold her up and himself up too. He also blamed himself and carried that for ages and ages.

This comes on the heels of losing two dogs, who were like my children. I was reflecting on "why these two beings so close together? why now? what is this pulling out of me?"

Incidentally, the soul who is my husband now is the same soul who was my partner in Lyra. (I say "partner" simply because I do not know if "marriage" existed as a concept back then.) My counterpart from that time when we were innocent children playing together. So we had to go through this together. Our "children" dying all over again from circumstances completely outside of our control. Reliving that, but in a downplayed version with beloved pets. Grieving that and NOT blaming ourselves this time. Accepting that sometimes, shit happens and sometimes beings make decisions that we cannot alter or change or control.

As for those children, they are incarnated now as star family. One of them is one of my guides, the boy. The other I have yet to encounter, but I know she's incarnated somewhere.

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Now we continue on...

One night this past week, I forget which night, I wanted to talk to my husband's higher self about what happened on Lyra. To try to remember. To try to square it with the emotions that come up. That feeling of supreme innocence accompanied by this awful "invasive" feeling. To try to determine what happened, because obviously the Galactic Federation's archives are garbage if we are to believe what Mari Swaruu has discovered. And if the Urmah (feline beings) say there was no Draco invasion, but the "Federation" was there... Who was the Federation at the time?

(Reference: Mari's interview with Arishah part 1 and part 2.)

These interviews have raised a lot of questions about what the Galactic Federation really is. Who founded it. Whose interests is it really supporting. I have spent time asking my higher self about this in depth, and the results are not at all what I have been told by others. What I have read. What has been channeled. And if it's a choice between trusting my own soul and its actual experience and someone else, I shall choose to trust my soul every time.

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Here are some pieces. Keep in mind, this conversation happened on the way to falling asleep. So, details are squishy and slippery. I might not have it all correct, but that's okay. We're exploring here. It doesn't have to be correct. It just needs to be explored. So, I invite you to explore with me.

It's not that there was a Draco invasion of Lyra. It's more than there was a decree from Source that separation shall be experienced. Apparently, what was occurring on Lyra was not separation enough. Not enough experience being gained. Not enough contrast. The contrast needed to be increased.

The Draco happened to be nearby. They were the complete opposite of the Lyrans. They had their own Federation at the time. Their own structure. It was not out of the goodness of their hearts that they came to Lyra...just that their attention was CALLED to it. Suddenly, Lyra was all that filled their vision. So they went to Lyra. (It could be this is all that came from Source. "Go to Lyra." And all the rest is a result of Free Will.)

But they didn't invade Lyra. They, as their Federation, came and recruited beings from Lyra. Picked them up. It was a soul agreement that certain souls elected to experience increased separation and contrast. So they came and shanghaied them, because that's what they do. They came in early Federation ships. They were not gentle about it, because they aren't gentle beings. They are brutal beings. They separated the men from the women. Didn't matter to them if they were already pair bonded. They separated them anyway.

And where do I and my counterpart come into this? We had just lost our children. We were heartbroken. The allure of "We can help make you strong" was too much to resist. An offer was made, we accepted, but we did not read the fine print. We did not understand what was going to happen.

When I feel into this story, and all it is right now is a story, I feel a sense of revulsion from the Draco for the Lyrans. Like "disgusting weak pukes". That's how they saw the Lyrans. Weak. They wanted to make them strong. So they took some to make them strong. Recruited them. Did they rape the Lyrans? Yes, they did, because rape was how they mated. Quite plainly, they thought they were doing humanity a service, but obviously humanity isn't going to see it that way. They tried to mate with the Lyrans to rebuild the DNA structure into something stronger. This created the horrific and invasive trauma experience for those Lyrans that were recruited. The Draco also had very little sense of when a human is ready to mate--so they tried no matter the age.

That's the women. The men were recruited as part of the military machine. They were whipped, starved, beaten, and basically put through Draco bootcamp. Which is not kind to the human body. Remember throughout all this we're dealing with two completely different species who do not know one another at all. Draco assume that humans are like weak Draco and shall be treated the same (or worse) and can handle the same amount of abuse. They destroyed the emotional body of the men. Completely flattened it.

And there you go, now contrast has increased many fold. Now the contrast is incredibly high. Separation from Source has occurred. Every Lyran who accepted this offer is now in a state of "What happened to Source?! Why am I so disconnected?! I can't feel the Divine anymore! Source abandoned me!"

What I get also is that nobody took the time to study the other. They just went balls to the wall, let's go, made all kinds of stupid assumptions about biology. Did not even TRY to understand the humans. Just rolled up and went to work without any analysis whatsoever.

But Lyra never got invaded. It was also never destroyed. It was "blown apart" in the archives to hide the story of what actually happened. Why would they hide it? Because the origins of the Federation are not positive to human eyes. No human would have joined knowing the origin of the Federation is here with this experience.

Anyway, even when I feel into this, I don't feel that any being was acting out of character. Neither side was purposefully being evil. They were two totally different species with a different way of behaving--opposite ways of behaving--and neither understood the other at all and didn't take the time to understand or think. Both wholeheartedly believed they were doing Source's will. BOTH.

I also think about this, and I think...you know, it's quite possible that the "will" of Source here was just that the two civilizations should meet. That's it. Humanity, here is your opposite. Go.

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And out of this was born the souls that went to be Draco, because the "WTF was that all about?!" was so off the charts it needed to be understood. This is something my soul did. It went and became a Draco just to understand these creatures.

And once understood, the gears started to turn...

Lyran soul goes to be Draco, understands Draco, starts to try to introduce Lyran concepts to Draco society. Draco soul goes to be Lyran, understands Lyrans, starts to try to introduce Draco concepts to Lyran society.

Result: Lyrans gain a penchant for war. Draco begin to introspect. Both result in Orion Wars to settle these differences of being. Orion Wars is littered with Lyrans being Draco and Draco being Lyrans. It goes back and forth in one big ass mess. It's an external war that is being created because now Humanity and Draco are at war with themselves--these souls are all at war with themselves.

Earth is the place where these two states of being are reconciled. Dark and light are reconciled. Where each sees the value in each. But it happens within the individual. You learn the value of your darkness, and use it. You learn the value of your lightness, and use it. When you do both, the contrast in yourself goes down and diminishes, which diminishes the contrast around you.

​Some version of the Federation has existed since Draco decided to make clans. It's an extension of their idea of "clan". Lyrans had no such clan concept. They had families, but the idea of lineage did not originate from Lyrans. Lineage (linear) came from Draco culture. Part of separation.

The only Lyrans who left Lyra were the ones who went with the Draco. The rest stayed. Those who left voluntarily (voluntarily soul wise?) found it didn't go like they thought it would. It was very traumatic. So, naturally, you would develop a defense mechanism against that trauma. "Well they made us do it." or "Well we were escaping." But I remember during that discussion the term "recruited" feeling extremely important. And I could feel my whole body tingling with that word. More than ordinary spirit chills. It was "This word is VERY important to understand what happened."

An offer was made, and they accepted the offer. But they didn't read the fine print. (Common human mistake.)

I'm getting that Lyra still exists. There are still Lyran humans on it, but they are something else now. The planet is not the same as it was. Because I was asking "Well could I return?" I get yes, but it's not the same planet anymore. There would be no point in trying to "return". It's been too long. None of my family are there. All the ones that are "from there" eventually went on to become other beings. Not all were in the "recruited" group. Some eventually decided to go be other things and found greater preference being those other things. Which explains why some of my soul family are on Earth and some are stellar races.

I feel like those of us who have incarnated on Earth multiple times since antiquity picked the "recruitment" route a long time ago. We have been reconciling that experience ever since.

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If you have made it this far, congratulations! I know that was a long post. I also know it flies in the face of what has ever said about Lyra, the Draco, and what happened.

That's okay. This is just what came up for me to integrate and remember. I wanted to share it with you all, because it's very interesting. You can enjoy this as a fanciful story if you like. Maybe your Lyran experience was very different. That's okay, too. It's supposed to be that way.

At least now I feel ready to close that chapter of my soul, and that's what's most important to me. Closing that chapter.