Resistance, Suffering, and Growth

The following is my own response to the first argument presented in Mari's most recent video covering a conference given by the Galactic Federation as to why the Earth must remain as it is. I link it here. Do enjoy and contemplate your own response.

The first argument presented (paraphrasing):

Earth is a place where souls incarnate to experience soul growth in a high duality environment, and the hardships encountered intensify that soul growth. There is no other way to grow other than by resistance, and no other place in the Universe offers that growth.

Objectively, this is partially true. Subjectively, it is not true. But before I get into that, let me share also another point (paraphrased) with my commentary:

The souls who choose to incarnate on Earth are souls in a lower state of evolution who require that intensity to grow.

Objectively, this is NOT true. Subjectively, it is NOT true. And throughout the arguments made by in the conference there is one massive hole: What of the starseeds?

If Earth is a place for lower evolved soul to incarnate, why then are so many starseeds (who come from highly evolved societies--even from densities where society ceases to exist as a concept) incarnating on Earth? Why are so many stellar races and beyond driven to incarnate there? Why do so many while incarnated have only a light amount of forgetfulness to the point where they become aware of their purpose for incarnating?

And what is that purpose? By and large, it is the drive to elevate the frequency of the planet. Which means taking it out of a low density status. Which is directly contrary to the aims of the Federation. Why would souls choose to do this if not to end the "Earth school" as such?

There's a snarky side of me--a shrewd side--a side that has dealt with many, many, many unconscious low vibrational people and knows a triggered ego when she sees one. I shall indulge it for just a moment... Perhaps the argument made that those souls on Earth are lower evolved souls is being made to assuage the egos of those making the argument. Maybe because, in truth, the souls on Earth are so highly evolved that those making such an argument are feeling a little...oh, dare I say, jealous? Do they wish to keep making Earth harder almost to make themselves feel better about not being brave enough to incarnate there? I know this sounds very low vibrational, but personally, I think those making the argument in the first place are low vibrational.

Now, back to the very first point.

• First, I will comment on the concept of resistance for growth. But I wish to delineate the difference between resistance and suffering.
• Second, I will comment on the Earth as a school and the notion that it's the only place ever to provide this type of experience.
• Third, I will elaborate on what the Earth was originally meant to be as a school. Never mind what anyone else says, this is going to come from my personal memory of the original intentions for Earth.

Resistance v.s. Suffering

There is a difference between resistance and suffering. All suffering starts as resistance.

• Resistance: Meeting a hinderance, obstacle, or blockage in one's progress as a soul. Resistance is meant to be overcome and that success is meant to be realized.
• Suffering: The persistent application of resistance that cannot be overcome, or success in overcoming a resistance is not realized.

Overcoming resistance is the entire push for growth. It is the act of overcoming that resistance and the realization of your success that pleases the soul to no end. It's the feeling of conquering a difficulty, turning a corner, and then expanding that gives so much pleasure to the soul I'd just as soon call it a "soulgasm" in terms of how it feels. But it is not the resistance that gives the soul pleasure. It's the overcoming​ of the resistance. It's the moment of standing on the mountain top that feels good, not the climb itself.

This resistance can come from within and without. Mari mentions that highly evolved souls do not require external resistance for growth, and I would agree for the most part. There is sufficient resistance within oneself once high levels of awareness have been achieved. You no longer need so many mirrors in your external world providing the resistance, because you are already aware of that internal resistance. Those few mirrors that you do require to mirror the very deep parts of yourself can easily come from the people around you or from occasional external circumstances.

And as stated, growth comes when the resistance is overcome and realized. The realization part is key. It's not just an internal realization, it's also an external one. When the mirror providing resistance is external, then the external mirror is meant to turn to another angle. The difficult situation resolves and goes away. The person who might be pushing your buttons stops pushing your buttons, and harmony is restored. Internally, the resistance just evaporates and that which you were pushing against becomes a part of you that you love deeply.

Resistance becomes suffering when that same resistance is continually applied even though that resistance has been overcome from within. When the success of overcoming that resistance is not realized internally and externally, you end up with suffering (which is resistance without purpose). You see, unfettered and without interference, all resistance ends once it has been overcome. If I am facing a tough financial situation which is reflecting my feelings of lack within myself, then once I resolve that lack, the tough financial situation should go away and I see abundance instead. This is what the universe does when it is not interfered with. My argument is that this natural process is being directly interfered with simply due to the amount of suffering souls on Earth are experiencing. Many are conquering their resistance only to have the same resistance applied outside, and beyond, the desires of their soul. Often without their conscious consent or awareness.

This is unjust and an interference of a soul's free will, which is a big "no-no". (For all the wailing about "I don't want karma", some of our stellar neighbors sure are stacking it up sky high. I wonder how they will feel when it comes due, because it will.) There is also a massive degree of hubris is presuming that anyone could know any soul's desire or goal aside from that specific soul and their incarnated self. Has anyone actually asked the souls of those incarnating on Earth why they are incarnating? Or are they just making presumptions?

Earth as a Unique School

Part of this statement may be true. In this particular region of the galaxy, it is quite possible that Earth is the densest place to incarnate on at present. However, again, such hubris to assume it's the only place anywhere for a soul to experience that level of difficulty. How can anyone know this aside from Source itself? The universe is an infinitely massive place. How can anyone accurately state that Earth is the only place anywhere to provide souls with difficulty. I'm sorry, that sounds like nonsense to me.

Why? Because a soul is not limited by time or space. If a soul wanted to experience difficulty, then they could incarnate anywhere and anywhen they desired! Therefore, if Earth were to transcend its current level of difficulty and become a holistic, interstellar society, there is nothing stopping a soul from incarnating in the time period before this happened.

It would be zero problem at all for a soul to go incarnate and experience Earth going through the difficulty level applied in 2020, for example. A soul could do this on one hand while waxing the side of a spaceship in the other. It is zero problem and always possible.

There is, therefore, no practical reason at all to maintain Earth at its present level of difficulty. No reason to hinder its evolution. Further, who's to say there aren't souls who might want to incarnate at the precise moment Earth evolves out of the third density range into the fifth density range of frequencies? That would be the ultimate​ realization for the soul. Talk about a "soulgasm". So, why deny a soul that experience?

The Original Intention for Earth

I shall make some bold statements. These are statements I've been thinking about, more feeling into rather than actual thought, for quite some time now. Here we go.

I was there when Earth was originally set up as a "school". I was there in the planning phases, so was my counterpart Seraphel. We did not begin arriving in physical bodies on Earth until about "30,000 years" ago, but our souls were deeply involved in the set up, layout, and creation of Earth as a school. So here is what I remember the original intentions being:

We wanted a planet that would harbor low density experiences that would mimic the ultimate survival challenge. This would be a raw, wild planet and we would go down there naked as a soul. Being naked as a soul means forgetting yourself entirely. Complete conscious separation from Source. We would go in naked, but the ultimate goal was to remember our way back out. Sometimes, we would allow ourselves to have a couple of tools. So, we might go in naked, but have something like empathy turned on, or telepathy, or a narrow band connection to our creative essence.

It's a bit like being dropped off naked on a deserted island with the goal of making a raft to escape the island, and maybe you have a tool or two you find right away on the beach. Like the movie "Castaway".

Now, let's look at what this would look like in terms of a natural timeline:

1. Incarnation as primitive beings who are quite literally "naked" physically and mentally.
2. Development as these primitive beings into tribes. These tribes begin to form the basis of remembering oneself as groups of people begin to establish collective spiritual beliefs.
3. Development as these beings into civilizations. These civilizations become increasingly technologically and spiritually advanced as they progress through time.
4. Development as these beings into an interstellar holistic society. This would be the full realization of the collective soul of the planet. The ultimate trophy lifetime for a soul, as many would have been incarnating there since the beginning of the project and would come full circle into remembrance of their interstellar self.

At no point did we desire the project to be interrupted (this is prior to the institution of the Prime Directive). Sometimes, we had some well-meaning people interrupt in the beginning, not quite realizing what our intentions with the challenge were. Those well-meaning interrupters included my own self, because sometimes I forgot I wasn't supposed to do that. I'd just get so excited about helping that I'd forget I was supposed to be hands off. It can happen to anyone.

Once they understood the challenge, they stopped interrupting and instead started being supportive in a passive way. Which is what we all arranged for. This is why stellar people are drawn to Earth to support their family members in this challenge, and why they do not directly interfere. Never mind the "Prime Directive". It's often our own souls who ask them to stand back and watch us make magic. We like to impress.

But, what has also happened is we've had the same people come by again and again to kick our sandcastle over, piss on it, then shove our faces into the mess and say "Look what you did! Stupid!" I mean, it's just rude, you know? And that is a type of interruption that is far worse than well-meaning interruption. And they do not stop interrupting when we ask them to stop. They just keep on doing it in the same way.

My opinion is that these same people who keep coming back again and again are not able to handle the challenge of incarnating naked anywhere. They are too scared to do it, so they just come and kick the sandcastle over, and we rebuild the sandcastle again. And again. And again. And again. Knowing in our hearts that eventually they will get tired, others will get tired of their rudeness, we will get tired of their rudeness, or a big storm will come and blow them away. One or more of those will eventually line up vibrationally. Which is why we have kept going no matter what rudeness is pushed upon us. This is why anyone who incarnates on Earth develops this iron-clad resilience that they carry with them forever.

However, such amounts of suffering are not necessary to create this resilience. There are many of my beloved family members who have never incarnated on Earth, and yet they are just as resilient as I am. Because they had other experiences that gave them that resilience. Most of that coming from Orion, which I would argue was as difficult as Earth. I was there, too. Most of my family was there with me.

There is one more angle I will look at in terms of the sandcastle-kickers. In some ways, we have vibrationally taken on this burden of having them annoy us for the sake of our stellar civilizations. Learning to deal with sandcastle-kickers with finesse and courage is something many holistic societies need in their toolbox. Many holistic societies have been such for so long that they have forgotten how to deal effectively with a kicked over sandcastle and the annoying child who did it. So, they come to hang around Earth (or elsewhere) and their family members go to Earth (or elsewhere) to help them learn how to deal with the matter.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

--Kyriel