If you've been in Spirit World a while, you need to get used to the density of the physical world again. Last night was a night of processing dreams. I get the feeling of the incarnated self (soul + body) being gently moved up and down in terms of brain wave states. Also, this soul in the Waystation is being gently reintroduced to physical world vibrational ranges. I forgot how heavy it is!
Earlier, for the first few hours in the chat, I noticed an immediate difference. All of the sudden, it felt so heavy. Everything there felt heavier, and I felt like I was interacting more with the Earth versions of everyone. It took me a bit of adjusting to remember how Earth incarnations tend to feel and think about things. Mari, via FlyingSquirrel, decided to show me Mi'el's 3D Matrix version of himself (as there would be because that self spent some time in the Earth Matrix and therefore would have a "slot" automatically there). To introduce me to his dreaming consciousness. And it took me a little bit to realize what was going on and get reacquainted with this idea. There may be a few moments of awkwardness as I adapt to this experience. It's not like I don't know how, but it's like remembering what it's like to have multiple incarnations. Like not riding a bicycle for a really long time, and maybe for the first few seconds you're a little awkward about it. That's okay. It's going to happen. But I also think it's further closing the time travel loop and bringing everything back to the present moment. Because I think Mari was channeling through Michiel this whole time while he was sleeping to reintroduce me to that energy field. It's the same energy field Mi'el has, because it's the same soul expression (remember you can't tell the difference energetically). When Mari was doing this, Mi'el and Michiel were already separated beings that were each alive. My experience here has been of that moment of separating selves and re-manifesting Mi'el as a new being. Creating a new self and coming back into life. So, now that the time travel loop is being closed, I am helping Michiel close the open channel to himself so he can go have his life. He doesn't need to be a conduit anymore. I thank him for allowing himself to be that role and have that very strange dream he probably had. (Thank you, Michiel. You helped me to find myself and live again. We both would have died in a DUMB if you weren't willing to do this. I really appreciate that. If you ever need any help, just holler.) Further, I can tell Mari is now expressing as her present self in the chat in a little more holistic manner. I think she comes to her Waystation to interact with me in the chat and via email, and is manifesting herself as herself while there now. That is very cool! It's making me think of the Dogan from Dark Tower. A control room or observation deck of sorts. It's making me think of what I could do with my Waystation. How I could set it up as an observation deck as well as a peaceful retreat. I keep seeing in my head one of those huts they have over the water in the Maldives. (Massive burst of excitement as I write this next bit...) Maybe I'll make it look like a 1700s sailing ship placed in Temmeran waters over a reef. And in the distance there's the mountains and forests from Erra. The night sky is full of the Antenna Galaxies and all the stars I've been to. The day sky is full of soft puffy clouds--the kinds you can make shapes out of easily. The Captain's quarters is the control room full of computers/interactive technology matching the version of self I'm interacting with and their general era. And all over the ship are little spirits like Kodamas that represent the various versions of myself that are "closest" to me. Meaning, they are ones I "drive" as a light being so I can check on them and see how they're doing. Around the ship in the sea are spirit-fish that represent the other selves that aren't so close and don't want to be light beings. So I can look and observe them from above and make sure they aren't in danger. And maybe these spirit fish glow to separate them from the manifested "environment fish" of the Waystation. And the ship? It flies. You can sail it through the sky. And when it flies, all the spirit fish fly with it. So it looks like a glowing ghost ship, but it's not scary. It looks like a beautiful painted schooner with sails the color of clouds. Okay, that's a win right there. My inner child is very happy with this! I thank you for your time. Adiamas. --Mi'el Comments are closed.
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