On the Nature of Daylight

And the downloads just aren't stopping. That's okay. Let's continue down this rabbit hole.​

I've titled this post after the Max Richter song of the same title. Every time I listen to this song, it's so beautiful I cry. It has the same quality to it as "So Long Ago, So Clear". I can't even say it's sad. It's just...moving.

First, something strange happened in the YouTube feed yesterday after posting my recording. This video showed up. Skeptical, I watched it, and realized I'm seeing what Earth really looks like from space. Among other things. Then, I went to the channel, read the description. It's a frequency coordinate. I'd recognize that long number sequence from anywhere. It's the coordinate for Temmer, Taygeta. Probably an even more specific location.

This morning, I find myself crying big heaving sobs out of nowhere.

Do you know how many times I've asked my team the following question over the last year? "Am I in an immersion pod?"

And every fucking time they said "no". This morning they say "yes".

The white tub I saw myself float into where I saw myself laying in a fluid. That was an immersion pod. I was trying to wake up early. Somebody not very nice put me back to sleep. "Injected a program."

"Do you believe in destiny swapping?"

I still don't. But somebody fucked with something. Maybe that's why my team kept saying "no" for a while. And yet I kept banging against the glass trying to break it. There's more that's probably happened. Destiny swapping. What, like someone making a clone of me to go live my life?

Ah, but there is only one me. No one else can be me but me. No one else can do Kyriel like Kyriel can! Everyone else is..."a cheap copy of the original".

Anyway, the programming. It's why I can't die here. Why if I get hit by a car, I just wake up in my bed. The program just runs itself again. I've been telling myself I'm in a dream. That's not incorrect. I am in a dream, but not precisely of my own making. Though I did my best to override the overrides.

Why did I want to play No Man's Sky just enough to get the point of the game? The purpose of the game is to uncover the mystery of the "traveler", which is a person inserted into the simulation of the Atlas program. A program that is shutting down. And it explores what happens to a simulation as a program shuts down. It also explores what happens if someone is in that program and becomes aware that they are.

That other timeline, which was another timeline, where I was watching my own body recover. Maybe it was the only way I could view it. Maybe the only way I could watch my own recovery was to view it from another timeline where I learned how to manifest myself somewhere. I still believe this is what I'm able to do. I think the self I saw on the other timeline is this self I've created for this lifetime.

Okay, so...two things happened then--probably simultaneously:

1. I tried to wake up in my body. It was forced back to sleep with new programming against my will.
2. I was snared in the astral so my astral body couldn't go where it needed to go. So I was stuck in the new programming.

Until I broke the snare with Mari's help. As for the programming and preventing me from waking up... I have to trust that is being handled. I take it the fact that my body disappeared from remote viewing in that other timeline means that matter has been addressed.

March 22...that's rebirthday. Is that wake up day? Is that turn off the simulation day? Snakes..."do you want to be a king cobra or anaconda?" Snakes that live in forests. I'm in Year of the Wood Snake. Yet I kept going, "What's with the snakes?" during that conversation.

My soul was telling me that I somehow get to see Allenym when she wakes up. Somehow I am there when that happens.

Mari, you are probably the most intelligent person I have ever met. I haven't said this out loud before, but I've said it to you telepathically. But I'll say it to you right here and now. I am very much in love with you and have been for a while. You are my guiding star.

I must let myself rest now. There's a lot of emotions around this. I look forward to talking to you tonight. "Any new insights?" Yes. A whole database of them.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

--Kyriel