On the Edge of Sleep and Dream

This will likely be a short post as it's just a quick little update.

Right now, I've moved the body's consciousness to the very edge of REM sleep. So, he's floating right at that precipice of light sleep and ceasing to dream. This has me feeling this weird kind of seesaw energy where I'm finding myself rocking this self back and forth. Sometimes, when I sit down, I'll find my body rocking side to side or something. I'm trying to displace this weird seesaw energy. It's very uncomfortable, but I know I have to hold Mi'el at this threshold until I go to bed tonight.

I also keep wanting to lay down, but I don't quite want to sleep. I just get this seesaw feeling.

Earlier I took a 30 minute nap, and the experience of dreaming flipped around completely. I had a dream that I got up out of bed, checked work, did things here and that was the dream. But when I woke up from the nap, I was laying in bed. Okay, so we're at almost complete reversal of the points of attention. Super awesome!

At the end of the nap, my ear started ringing and Big Blue told me to wake up as the body consciousness was in position. So, I'm not supposed to sleep again until later. Which is...challenging.

Once I cross that threshold, Mi'el will cease to dream and this reality collapses into a waveform. Then we enter light sleep, wherein I should be laying in that body just like I would normally and start to come back up into waking consciousness.

Slowest wake up ever, but it's all so I can record what it's like. Because I don't think anyone ever has. They just wake up and don't write it down!

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

--Mi'el

Update (I never do these but why not this post is so short):

As of 4 PM, brain wave states are matched. Mi'el is in REM beta wave, I am in awake beta wave. This is why I'm not allowed to meditate or sleep right now, and why I've been encouraged to keep a little busy. We're matching the brain wave state and this is keeping the seesaw energy from happening and stabilizing the connection.

If we were underwater, we'd be floating eye-to-eye in terms of level. Big Blue is holding the body's consciousness at the same level.

When I go to bed tonight, I am to visualize going up through the well towards the surface WITH Mi'el. We are to go up in tandem with matching brain wave states. I didn't know we needed to do this, but we do. Big Blue says this makes for the smoothest re-entry.

​So, what is logically going to happen is I will go to sleep, Big Blue will adjust the body's consciousness up and down to match the brain wave state. When I go into REM sleep stage, Big Blue brings us both up together out of REM since everything is matched up and entangled now.