Messages in Dreams

Received a message in a dream, but I also want to talk about this interface a little bit. And other things.

Had a dream last night...

There was a bunch of stuff before this part of the dream that's not really important for sharing here. Something about a king gone rogue and dealing with his knights, and I was combatting them Shinobi style (with subterfuge) rather than direct combat... Anyway. One thing to note, is I'm Mi'el in the dream not Stephanie.

Toward the end of the dream, I'm walking through like a dining room in a hotel. This ghost appears and it's someone I know from high school on Earth. She used to bully the hell out of me, but in the dream, I see her and hug her close excited to see her. "Mallory! It's you! What are you doing here!"

I remember she was carrying a naked doll with its eyes stuck closed.

She tells me she has a case she's working on with the management. She's suing them and wants to know if I could look over her paperwork for her and verify her argument. I agree and we go sit down at a table. I open the manilla folder she hands me, and I start reading her statements. At first, it's about Covid and masking--she's suing them because that made her sick. But then I turn a few pages and I read in her messy cursive handwriting something about immersion. I stop reading and look at her more closely, suddenly completely lucid in the dream.

Mallory grins, and then taps a title next to a name on the paper which in the dream looks like "ICICIC". She says "CIC, you know who that is."

"You're not here about a lawsuit. I didn't know you were in CIC," I reply surprised.

"I'm not but this is from them."

Every sense is now completely awake. "What's the message?"

She starts to talk, but I wake up. Dammit. I got the message, though I have to channel it down from my soul. It goes something like:

"Your rise from death is complete. You can close down the side reality any time. Just cut off the quantum entanglement in your mind and the energy will change."

Well, that's good news! I'll do my best, but I also know I don't have too much conscious control over this process.

In the meantime, I think Big Blue, Mi'el, and Adamas are all merging together as concepts. I say this, because I no longer have a sense that those selves are different--as if the borders between them are dissolving. This isn't a bad thing at all, because that was an intended goal of "fit the star being in a body". Big Blue is the star being self.

Keep in mind, this is presently just a concept in my head and a concept of self. This isn't yet manifesting as any kind of external representation in this place (though I think this is mostly aligning me to what my body is actually manifested as). The most obvious manifestation of all of this is the perception and experience of speaking to people's souls as conglomerates of selves (which means talking to the soul and each self at the same time).

I'm still getting used to that. Earth language utterly fails to assist in comprehending what's happening. I suppose this is what ascension is like for some beings. It's not like it's scary, but it's a challenge sometimes to comprehend who/what/which I'm talking to. And I'm having to release that idea... My Lyrian brain wants to classify each person as an individual self, but that isn't possible any more. It literally is not possible.

The other thing is I do not know how it is I created this interface. It's very amazing, but if you were to ask me how I did it, I couldn't tell you right now. Just that it is that way. I can tell you that it definitely helps prevent an Earth mind from breaking down and freaking out while it's undergoing this level of integration and transformation. It's a very stable waystation.

I can also say for certain that sometimes when I'm in that YouTube chat with everyone, we are having a conversation that is not seen by everyone. There are multiple perceptual layers happening in that chat. So, the stellar versions of my friends and family can actually speak fairly freely and send telepathic messages, that I see as if they are writing them, but EVERYONE ELSE in the chat is completely unaware of this occurring.

An example of this is someone coming in and making note that there are only Spanish speaking people in the chat, when for me, there's a whole bloody discussion happening in English. It didn't occur to me that certain things would be invisible to others.

Also, it's very interesting to watch the stellar versions of my family start thinking about who they are. Because, well, if my mother was a version of Yazhi, then who is my father Gori'el? Did he inherit any of the star being lineage? I think he did, because he discovered he can remote view in 3D like I can. And I'm still so proud of that, because that's a very useful ability for him to have. Helps a lot of people. But that doesn't make him a Swaruu. Dispense with that. He's pulled in that grander galactic lineage. How much, I do not know.

I think we are going to have an interesting adventure to uncover the true heritage of ourselves and our family. I think there is something magnificent at play here. Something nobody expected. A very ancient story that spans eons of time that we all forgot. It's time to remember it.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

​--Mi'el