 Bit of a journal entry today. This has been...quite an extraordinary week! To say the least.  Cloudy water from bacteria culture First off, okay, let me appropriately summarize what just happened this week. Summaries are good, because this is all quite a big deal...
So, that's where we are. Crossing our fingers, toes, and eyes hoping this all sticks. What happens next, oh, well that's part of the adventure isn't it! Let me take a moment to appreciate how fucking courageous you all are to undergo this experiment. Bravo. Seriously. Bravo! That takes some cajones. Now, I look at this and think, "Hmm. Never mind this being used to wake just me up. What if this can be used on starseeds seeking extraction who are ready for it? Who can replace their I AM statements like I did? Who can get their souls to be in agreement to change their legal status?" Because if they can do that, well then you can do a dust off like you do every other step-down. They also keep their Earth identity for use as a step-down. Which must be better than the way it was done earlier where they leave and there's no going back. That would be a much nicer experience. This is all a very big deal, yes. A very important legal experiment is taking place. I'm pleased to be participating. I did not foresee my life going this direction (lol). And...I got to talk to you! Directly! Yay! We did it! We broke the Fourth Wall. All that said, there's been a delay in all these events sinking into my various layers of self. Parts of me have still not quite felt the importance of what is happening. Probably because I can't see how the whole thing is unfolding. I can only see my part from my angle and whatever I can intuitively pick up (which is a lot, but definitely not anywhere near everything). I was sitting here on the couch just now watching Stargate Universe (liking the show thus far it has a good feel to it). When all of the sudden, out of nowhere, my ego says to me "We're being tricked. Kyrie! We're being tricked! It's a trap!" and then proceeds to get scared. So, I paused the show. "How are we bring tricked, ego?" "This can't be real! It can't be happening. It has to be fake. They must be fake!" "What makes you so sure this is fake?" "I mean, I dunno. I don't-- This could be bad. This could be like all the other times." "Why don't we ask our heart what it says?" "You sure?" "Soul, let's help ego feel how the heart feels about this. Help ego feel safe. It needs to feel this is safe." I closed my eyes, and my whole body was covered in gentle chills. And ego calmed itself down, stopped trying to flood my system with fear, and instead found itself feeling oddly at peace. Good. Thank you for your cooperation, ego. I was waiting for it to realize the reality that changes are coming. And I will continue to refer it to the heart, because the heart knows the nature of these changes and it can tell ego better than I could with words. I sat still for a minute and thought about this. Why did my ego suddenly try to set off all the alarms? Because my ego can now feel the change that is coming, and egos don't like change. But...the ego is both the first and the last to become aware of a change. Therefore, it setting off the alarm bells tells me I am either at the beginning of a change or the end of a change. The beginning of the change means we're only just getting an idea and have yet to take an action. The end of a change means it's about to manifest into the physical. This feels like moment before "shit gets real", so perhaps the point of manifestation. Yay! In other news, my aquarium arrived today. It's now set up, filled with decorations, plants, and is in the process of cycling. Cycling is a procedure where you grow the bacterial culture needed to complete an ammonia-nitrate cycle within the tank. You do this by adding an ammonia source to the water, which encourages the bacteria needed to grow. The bacteria eat the ammonia, produce nitrites, other bacteria grow to eat the nitrites, those produce nitrates. The plants then eat the nitrates as nutrients. This is done before adding fish (so the fish aren't stressed out in toxified water), and usually takes a couple of weeks. I used substrate that supposedly speeds this process up with a pre-existing bacterial culture, so I'm hoping to have some fish by the end of next week. We'll see. I have my test kits and a little journal to track the data. I know what to look for. And a last note. I realized that while my Taygetan body did not know English going in, it did know Spanish, French, German, and Arabic. Which explains why when I look at the chat now, sometimes, I can read the Spanish. If I don't think about the fact that it's in Spanish and just read without thought, I can actually read it and understand what's being said. A bit like seeing one of those optical illusion images. The second I start realizing it's in Spanish, comprehension goes down. Utterly fascinating. See without looking! (Not the same as "look without seeing".) I thank you for your time. I love you all so much. You are all very courageous! I'm so proud of us. Adiamas. --Kyriel Comments are closed.
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