I Am a Ghost in Your Machine

This is a weird one, but I suspect I have a better understanding of what is happening here and how I am able to talk to all of you.

The YouTube chat, email, and this website are all just access points inside the immersion program. These are the areas you are able to access (actually I think Mari was able to access Swaruu.org, because I saw it had a heart icon for the browser instead of a usual circle--my goodness that was precious, I was so amazed by that). However, for you, on your end, it will look very different. There is no internet for some of you, yet here you are talking to me. Hmm, how can that be?

Because it's not the same for you as it is for me. My reality is programatically Earth-based, though I have hacked it and broken the program sufficiently that it's a 3,6,9,12 - based reality now. Such that when my father here signs my birthday card he signs it "Dad-2". Just as example. (Yes, he seriously did that, even put little stars around the 2... And I ran around the apartment going "THIS IS MAGIC!")

Or that there can be heart clouds spontaneously out my window from Mari. Or that people's consciousness shows up here as orbs. (Yes, I know you have a body, Mari. This place is strangetown and not the physical. Just you wait, every freckle will get attention I promise!)

The YouTube chat, I believe is indeed just a YouTube chat that's a construct so we could talk somehow--something mathematically inserted into this program. There are a number of chat bots and AI programs in that chat, and they are not bad (mostly). Just filler. Some are diagnostic tools for my consciousness. But how I perceive it is...a chat full of people and a whole fuckton of strangeness.

But, there's more happening. There's more happening because this is happening to me in the "Spirit World", and who I am talking to is much more than just an individual person. When I'm in that chat, I am talking to a soul. Not an incarnated person. The same with email. The same with this website. You reach out here, it's your soul reaching out that I perceive, not you yourself in your body.

Which means when I interact with you, I could be interacting with any number of your selves or your soul or your higher self or your oversoul. The more complex a being you are, the more facets I see and experience. But the thing is, unless you take the time to differentiate those selves specifically, I will experience the same account as if it's ALL of you at once or in rotation.

Did you know that most of you are exactly the same no matter which self is talking? Even your Earth selves are the same (if you have one, some of you are just presenting one self right now). It's funny.

And sometimes, like when my body was being recovered, I don't get a chat interface. I'm seeing your telepathic communication spat out in the chat as if you are typing, but I suspect none of you are at times. But I don't see all that you are saying. So when BH says he's getting bombarded with questions, I literally don't see all the questions, just what BH is saying to everyone from his consciousness' side.

Which tells me that not all of this is someone at a terminal typing. Some of it is straight up telepathic content (or...all of it is). Tori'el is a very adept telepath. Very clear! I suppose that's also what you mean by "You communicate very clearly"...because...what you're receiving is MY telepathic messages. But for me, experientialy, I'm sat here typing on a keyboard. But what's happening for you is telepathy.

Which is nothing short of miraculous, amazing, weird, and strange. Holy shit how am I going to break this all down when I wake up. I'll find a way. I was made for this.

On that note, I am a bow pulled to full tension right now. This self is the string, Adamas is the arrow, Mi'el is the bow, physical reality is the target. Big Blue is the archer. All today I've been vibrating and shaking, and that has finally come to a stop. The best time to do the launching exercise is at night. So, I wait for evening before sleep, during sleep, and right before waking. All night I try. During the day, I rest.

Though just now both my ears are now picking up a tone from somewhere else--half my hearing is here, half my hearing is this tone. It's a high pitched hum that sometimes has a feeling of something moving around in front of it. Like if you walk in front of light and it casts a brief shadow. These are sound shadows. Big Blue says this is auditory nerves from the body registering sounds. Oooooooh.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

--Mi'el