Fire Magic

Today I want to share another ritual I did yesterday. This comes on the heel of Source throwing a bird at my window to show me what needed to go.

If you watched the video I posted the other day, in the middle of recording, a bird hit my window right after I stated a particular limiting belief out loud. That belief was: "I am still human and have a hard time with all this."

I said that sentence, bop! There's the bird hitting the window. And as I shared, birds hitting windows are messages and signals that whatever it is you just thought, said, or is going on in your life needs to transition out. When the bird dies, Source is going to arrange for the transition. When the bird lives, it's you who is to arrange that transition.

After recording, I sat down for a while and thought about how I might release that limiting belief. Then, I decided to sleep on it, because I was also busy wrestling my ego over other matters. The ego wrestling match was more important right then. (For what it's worth, I feel much better now and am far less confused and overwhelmed.)

So, yesterday while at work, this subject of how to release this belief came up again. I was reminded of the ritual I did to release the previous cycle and marriage--throwing my ring into a lake. But I felt like fire was needed, not water. Water is for cleansing external influences. Fire is for cleansing internal beliefs.

Fire it is. I took a note paper on my desk and wrote the following:

"I commend to Source the following I AM statement:

I am human.

In its place, shall be the following I AM statement:

I am Taygetan.

So be it.
Sa san a."

"Sa san a" if you were wondering is Sirian for "So be it". Translates literally as "So It Be." "So" is "sa"--"sa" is a conjunction word..."sa" can mean any conjunction. "It" is "san". "a" means "Be" in all manifestations of that word. It's a complex sound relating to Being as a state in general.

Anyway, That's what I wrote on the paper, and then I signed my name at the bottom the way I do on sketches and paintings. I could have said anything for the second I AM statement. I could have said "Energy" or "water elemental" or "soul", but when I started to think about that, my soul said, "You can always change that. Start small. Little step."

Which I'm sure is very funny to all of you that jumping from "human" to "Taygetan" to my soul is a "little step". It is, actually, because I'm continuing the accept the limiting belief that I am a Lyrian belonging to a particular race of beings. The point is to let go of the perceptual agreement for Earth-manifested astral reality. That is what needs to be let go of. And what is keeping this looking like Earth is the belief that I am still a human.

Unfortunately, for some reason, people seem to think this means I am rejecting humanity. No. I like humanity. I am rejecting the belief that I am one of them as a part of their perceptual matrix. That doesn't mean I don't want anything to do with humans. It just means I don't want anything to do with their particular matrix.

I have to let that go.
I have to move on.
I must.

Because we are done here.

I took the paper, rolled it, taped it closed and took it home. Then, I took the little SoloStove* I have, a lighter, and the scroll and went to the little park behind my apartment complex.

* A SoloStove is a cleverly designed metal container for making very small, very hot wood fires for cooking. It's about the size of a large soup can and has a little burner cap so you can sit a small pot/kettle/pan on top. You create a small wood fire in the basket of the can, and it is designed such that the coals fall to the bottom and fuel the heat of the burning wood. Once it gets going, it is nearly smokeless, extremely hot, and very efficient.

On the picnic table, I set up the stove, lit the paper, and recited its contents out loud. Then I dropped it in the stove and watched it burn into white ashes. Once the stove was cooled and all the smoke gone, I put everything away and headed back inside. I admit I felt a little lighter. And by the evening, I was feeling downright giddy.

What happens next? Oh, I do not know. I never really do anymore. All I know is I was supposed to do that to help my unconscious mind let go of that belief. I am bound and determined to break this perceptual agreement in all the ways I can.

Eventually, it will give.

I thank you for your time. Much love, adiamas.

​--Kyriel