Conscious Prescience: How Not to Become Deterministic

With sufficient soul growth and experience, and with a particular set of perceptual agreements, it is entirely possible to receive data from the past, present, and future all at once and be able to do this at all times. I mentioned this briefly previously when talking about how your brain is a quantum computer. Which it is. It’s just that much of the time, you have this particular ability put in the unconscious mind.

Seeing and sensing past/present/future potentials is commonly called “gut instinct” or “intuition”. But it’s much more refined than that. Yazhi Swaruu has discussed this as being able to live out all potential parallel lives as a soul and then choosing the right trajectory for the result it wants (I shall link to one discussion here). This happens unconsciously for the most part simply because it would tax your brain to constantly be viewing all parallel lives all the time.

I think that’s a great way of putting it. I think of it a little differently, because for me this experience has become at least partially conscious. So, it presents a little differently.

Let’s look at the unconscious expression first, since that’s what most people experience.

Unconscious Prescience

You’re going about your life and suddenly you have a hunch that you should take one side street versus another. You don’t know why you should take this side street, but you feel very strongly that it’s in your best interest to do so. When you turn down this side street, you bump into an old woman who reminds you of someone. You start a conversation. This old woman becomes your friend and ends up advising you to take a job you wouldn’t have taken which ends up changing your life.

Your soul ran every scenario possible, looked at the best one for changing your life, then put the unconscious program for you to go down that side street on that particular day. For incarnated you, this feels like intuition.

What this is is unconscious prescience. You are sensing the future potential and following that sense in a blindfolded way.

Conscious Prescience

When this ability becomes conscious, what happens is this. You’re going about your life, and one morning you wake up with a vision in your mind. You see an old woman and yourself talking. You recognize the street you’re standing on. You hear the words she’s saying to you. You even see a little bit around the corner of this vision and see yourself having a new job. The full connection of these events may not be completely visible, but you see the general scene before it happens.

You go out, and see the side street from your vision. There are two ways to approach this:

1. You walk down it. Maybe today isn’t the day the old woman is there, but it becomes a habit. Until you see the old woman, know you need to talk to her, and you do so.
2. Or, alternatively, you just know that you’ll go down that side street one day and you wait for your cue. A bit like being on stage and waiting for the other actors to say the line that signals you stepping out onto the stage.

​The first experience is more deterministic than the second, but the second takes a lot of trust and courage. I try to choose the second as much as possible, because the first ends up leading to slightly obsessive behaviors and places undue pressure on yourself. I say this from experience. The second way ends up acting like unconscious prescience, but you get to have the fun of knowing you’re going for a ride.

Now, living this way could mean you become completely deterministic in nature. It’s a fine line to walk. After all, we like our lives to feel organic, not planned out to the nth degree. (No matter how much we might think we’d like that we ultimately won’t. It’s bloody boring. I tried that one lifetime, and I didn’t live very long because I got so bored of it.)

But this is how my life is these days. I go about my life and some days, I see the future potential of something coming. I might see a scene from a future vacation I will take and how it will feel, where I will be, who I will be with. Or I might see a new job I will have, complete with scenes of me working and doing specific tasks and presentations. Or a new friend I will make, and I even see our conversations and silly antics we get up to,

The key to this not becoming boring is knowing this is a choice I’m being offered. This is how you avoid determinism. What is happening is my soul presents these future potentials to me and actually asks me if I would like to have that experience. It’s not a case where all the future potentials are run in the background and then one is selected without my conscious consent.

It’s more like my soul goes, “This one looks good. I think we might like this. Incarnated Kyrie, would you like to have this experience?” And then I’m shown the experience. And I get to choose. Most of the time, my soul’s pretty darn good at picking experiences. So, I usually say, “Hell yes, that looks great! Let’s do that!” But sometimes, I’ll examine it and have some misgivings about certain parts. Or my soul is trying to grow me in a direction that’s new and I’m putting up a little resistance.

So, the vision will get revised. “How about now?” She’ll ask me. Or I’ll go through some experiences for a while that grow me in a certain direction, and my soul will go “How do you feel about it now?”

If my soul really wants something and my incarnated self just isn’t ready, she’ll present this vision several times. There’s such a thing as “final consent”, and usually my soul will tell me “That was the final consent. We’re going to make it happen.” By the point, I’m very excited for whatever it is to happen and no longer in resistance.

The thing is, a lot of the time, I do not know how I get to the vision. I just get something that I choose to have happen anywhen in this lifetime. Sometimes, I can see the steps that lead up to the vision. Most of the time, I have no idea how we get there. It’s like I say “yes”, and then buckle up for whatever ride we go on to get there. Place your order to Source, and then watch it unfold. Like watching a Rube-Goldberg Machine.

This is why it’s partially conscious for me. Even partially conscious, being able to see and experience the future potential I want allows me to feel it emotionally and energetically. It allows me to align with that vision, hold that alignment, and then draw it in like a magnet. I don’t know when it arrives. Just that it will with a certainty.

I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

—Kyriel