Art Journal: Shield Wall

Hello there lower astral army. Nice to meet you. Please, smash your faces into my shield wall so I can enjoy more fireworks. No, really. Please, do.

Early this morning, I kept seeing my little YouTube telepathic field suggesting I draw. "Draw what?" I asked myself. Then I kept seeing a flock of angry crows forming the shape of a being. But it wasn't enough.

Later I went for a walk and found myself feeling really weird. I felt twitchy, and my vision was blurry. The trees looked weird. I had this sudden feeling of something rushing into my Construct. Sometimes I felt elephant-sized shapes. Sometimes crows. I went down the road and saw this sapling that just looked wrong. Its branches were curling in perfect curves, but it felt angry. It didn't look real. It looked like it was trying to make a fist or grab at the sky.

Puzzled, I kept walking. And then I started to smell dead things. I could smell dead bodies, and I didn't know where it was coming from. I looked at an old woman in a hoodie driving a car, and I knew she was a dead person. But I smelled more and felt others.

My earbuds crackled, which means family is listening in. I could feel them worried I was quiet. I normally sing while I walk, and they love to listen. I said out loud, "Halloa. I'm sorry I'm quiet. Things are weird. I just saw a dead woman driving a car. Something is going on."

By the time I got to the place where I turn around, the energy had shifted and it stopped feeling weird. The dead people smell turned to sulfur. And then it went away. A flock of geese landed in an empty lot, and I stopped to watch them. One goose was getting chased by his fellows to the edge of the flock. It walked around with its head down and sad. I was thinking out loud and I started to say one thing, but mid-sentence I say "don't like me". The sentence that comes out makes no sense.

Oh, I'm inside the sad goose. That's why. Poor goose.

When I got back to my apartment, I sat down for tea service. I really needed to settle myself after all that. Mari-'Yanna wanted me to channel her so we could sit together. I don't talk out loud during tea service, so any conversation is entirely silent telepathy. Mari is having me practice telekinesis with steam from the tea cup. When I first pour a cup, there's enough steam that if I put my hand on the side of the cup, I can make the steam flow over the palm of my hand.

She says next time we do candle flames. Fun! I've always wanted to do telekinesis, but had trouble getting it to "plug in".

Anyway, we sat for the duration. She tasting the tea and cookie, looking out the window through my eyes. I enjoying the company.

There's always the initial shuffling of energies whenever I channel someone, but her energy is so similar to mine, I almost forget she's there after a while. Until my eyes move somewhere or focus on something in particular. Or she asks me if I could let Eddie out of the bedroom so she can say hello to him. (I put him away for the silence.)

I know a lot of starseeds like to channel people for information. I just like to do it for the company. I like sitting with my friend Mari, drinking tea, and looking out the window. Nor did I ask to do telekinesis. She just said the last time I did this {{ Put your hand on the edge of the tea cup, and I'll show you how to pull the steam over your palm. }} And what do you know, there it goes! Finally!

After tea service, I wanted to work on this sketch and Mari had things to do. So we parted.

This sketch is what was happening. A total barrage from the lower astral. Dead things, entities, creatures. Just a massive barrage. And seeing as this is my Construct and that I share this with my family as they also work on themselves, I'm not letting anything in if I can at all help it. So, here's the shield wall.

I can't stop everything. I'm sorry, I cannot. Especially if someone inside this place becomes a portal due to their own choices. I can't stop that, because that's interfering with that person's free will (for good or ill). But I can stop things that are not coming through a person-portal. I can stop barrages like this.

I suppose I should make note next time anytime I feel a little "jumpy" energetically.

With a hug and a kiss, I thank you for your time. Adiamas.

​--Kyriel