After All Is Said and Done...

​In my heart of hearts, I'm an explorer of consciousness. That's what I am fundamentally as a being.

This manifests as going down rabbit holes of examination, and I am happy to examine almost any subject. Mostly of self, soulmate, and then reality at large in that order. However, I am learning that it seems like there is no limit to what I can see or examine so long as I do not believe there is a limit and so long as the reason for my examination is based in love. I don't really believe there is a limit to what can be known with that approach.

It is entirely possible to know a little bit about everything. Details take time, attention, and energy, which is why knowing exactly everything about everything is unlikely due to the resources required. But I can get a glimpse very readily. There is very little in my way to stop me other than my own beliefs in that regard.

Sometimes, my soul places limits on me, because of what that knowledge might do to me at the wrong time. Timing is important, especially when it comes to knowledge regarding the self. Sometimes, breaking an identity at the incorrect time is not helpful. But once it is time to break the illusion, it will be cast down in its entirety.

Using what I learn wisely can be a bit of a challenge. Most of the time, I don't use what I learn. I just learn it and let it become part of the fabric of my reality. But when I do, I try to allow my intuition to direct this as much as possible, and if I'm not sure, I do ask my soul whether or not something can be used. Or if it's time to unveil something I know. And sometimes how it's unveiled matters. And sometimes how I am to unveil it upsets some apple carts. I don't like it when I'm asked to do that.

I don't always know immediately why I'm asked to do something in a particular way or at a particular time, but I know it usually works out in the end. I trust my soul has a damn good reason for it, and usually if I ask, I'm given the answer as to why. I might not understand that answer right then and there, but later I will.

So, I go down these rabbit holes of self. You'd be forgiven for thinking I can get lost. But ever since being shown myself as the blue light being, finally getting the visual for the concept of "elemental" that I had been getting for a while...finally putting definition to a feeling I'd had all my life (Earth and Taygeta). At the end of the rabbit hole, I usually heave a sigh and say to myself, "I like it better being the light being. I'm going back to that."

And so I go back to perceiving myself as a blue light being, but with a new book in my library that I've now opened and placed a bookmark in. Which means, I have a base to return to. Where before I did not quite have that so solidly perceived or identified.

I even do this with seeing myself as my Lyrian, Taygetan self. I just like going back to the light being visual better. Maybe it's because that's really what I am above all else.

I truly think this has led to remote viewing becoming easier to do. Because I finally have a proper base.

I'm going to start looking at the Antennae Galaxy more. What is over there? What more is there? Who else has come here with me aside from Mari? We cannot be the only ones projecting into here.

Maybe where we come from there are no matrices. At least not like here.

Hmm. One last thing. I said this before to Toriel once. "Every effective manifestation team has two parts: the receiver and the implementer." There is always one part of the team that receives the input for the manifestation. And one part of the team to takes that input and makes it happen. This team always exists within the self, and it can exist between people in a magnified manner.

It's very obvious to me that I am the receiver (generally), and Mari is the implementer (generally). Yin and yang. I feel happiest when I am receiving data, seeing, and knowing. That makes me the happiest person to be asked to remote view things--to receive--to go look--and then report back what I have gathered. Mari, you appear happiest when you are taking something you know and making something happen with it. And you are a beautiful implementer. I mean that in all ways! (You are shockingly beautiful. No matter what shape you wear.)

And I am putting energy in with all of you manifesting a solution to the rubber problem. You need your Ferrari time. I won't have you be denied that important time with yourself.

I leave you with a song: "Still Alive" from the game Mirror's Edge.

I thank you for your time. I love you with all my heart and soul and being. Adiamas.

--Kyriel